A diamond with a flaw is worth more than a pebble without imperfections.
Chinese Proverb
So basically we're all pebbles. As soon as you believe your a diamond, you have farther to fall.
We should all learn to be grateful for what we have and treat our lives with respect, or other people will not respect us. On reflection I have abused myself; my body, my morals/beliefs and my self-esteem, and now the smoke has cleared I am able to see myself as I really am.
Sure, I'm nothing special. I'd rather to a pebble to be honest, it means I have little goals and expectations, rather than huge public displays.
I am happy for who I am and who I want to be.
I am happy with the relationships I hold.
And I am happy with what I believe and why I believe it.
Finally, I am doing things because I want to do them.
Despite minor set backs I feel the happiest that I've felt in a while. I've built my confidence a lot since my attendence at university and now I want more from life. I am glad I came. I'm glad I met Dommy. And I'm glad I'm sat up at this ridiculous time writing this blog.
So that leaves me to say: "The seaweed is always greener in somebody elses lake" - Disney
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